Even though the Giants lost the World Series, the weekend wasn't all to waste. Wayne had the entire weekend off (which happens like once a month) and so it was cool to hang out with him, sleep in with him, and go to church with him. Am I a wuss or what.
So SuXi asked me for a ride again for Monday (tonight). I'm really sick of this. And I'm not normally like this either -- I totally don't mind helping people out and giving rides and all that. But for some reason I'm particularly resentful because I feel really used. I'm going to call her back and have a little chat with her about being more considerate of others.
I had productive chats with a couple CAT girlfriends during the last 2 World Series games. It's a perfect time for girls to chat when all the guys are yelling and screaming at the TV, and they aren't bothering us. The thing about being "purposeful" in my relationships is that it takes alot of energy and time -- its not natural at all. Sometimes it feels almost fake, the way you need to "strategize" your next move. I know that sounds awful, but it sure feels really unnatural for me. Especially when 90% of my friendships here in Sacramento are like that. I need more friends where I can feel free to be myself rather than worry about what example I'm setting and all that....
Posted by Ruth at 10/28/2002
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