Nightmares
They're back. But not violent anymore. They've shifted their focus from violence to my family, to random violence, to my marriage. I woke up almost in tears and extremely hurt. The chicken or the egg? My gut is telling me that its not my subconscious that is creating these dreams, its the dreams that is creating unwarrented emotions in me (and my current state of mind). Frustrated at the harassment... maybe I really do need to see someone about this. This goes to show that the source of these things aren't deep-seated family issues that need to be surfaced, since they have obviously shifted their focus so many times. This angers me. Saddens me. But I'm as sure as hell not going to be frightened by it. I'm a child of God and the enemy has no hold on me.
Posted by Ruth at 7/12/2003
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