Hmmm, I think these silly blogout/shoutout things aren't working... the links don't work. I checked the html and everything looks okay, so I give up. I'll find something else to replace this bit.
I've been thinking alot about core lately... not exactly stressing out, but there are definately some issues that are on my mind that I've been mulling over. I'm thinking maybe I want to run them by Todd W and see what he thinks. Our next meeting is next Friday, and I'm feeling the need to do another eval and where we're at... not the group as a whole, but an eval on core. Especially now that there's a turnover, we probably need to re-establish some things... right? But I don't want come across as (excuse my language) a super bitch and as an "outsider" coming into an already established structure and start stepping on people's toes when they feel like they have more clout since they've been on core the past 6 months and I haven't. Like I said earlier, change usually comes from the inside out, not the other way around. This inside out thingie works pretty well with change not only within groups and larger structures, but with individuals as well. But that's another story.
So Wayne is working today (yes, today is Saturday) and he's on-call tonight. Which means he'll be working all tonight and into tommorrow too. It sure sucks to not have a weekend, so I'm trying to be as supportive as possible and not have Wayne worry about me being alone... since he has enough to worry about. Our budget is super tight and we're not sure how we are going to pay our property tax. I think I had a dream about that the other night. I also had this weird dream about me having a fight with Priscilla and walking out... and then I had to pick her up from the Greyhound station on Sunday (which is true, I'm going to pick her up tommorrow). It was really weird. I'm not sure why I dreamed about arguing with Priscilla (and feeling good about it in the dream). There must be something in my subconscious that I'm not quite aware of....
Posted by Ruth at 10/12/2002
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