Ruth's Ramblings

Royally pissed off

That's right, you heard me. What a tangled web we weave. Royally pissed off at my mom. But can't do anything about it. That's what pisses me off. I have a strange feeling my sister is going to walk in my footsteps with the lack of boundaries. Makes me scared. And angry. I'm going to have to remember all these things when I have my own children, so I don't make the same horrid mistakes. It's difficult not to be bitter. And now I'm upset at myself for being bitter and closing my heart. Argh. So angry and frustrated. And did I mention I was angry?! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Posted by Ruth at 9/23/2003