Ruth's Ramblings

My Biggest Fear

... is to grow to be a narrow-minded woman who is quick to talk, stuck in my ways, inflexible, and unteachable. This is definately one way for my world to shrink, and one day I'll wake up trapped, suffocated, and stunted. Then I realize, I'm basing my growth in living life on fear and what I don't want to become (if I can help it). It's one thing to know what I don't want to be (and knowing what I ought to "unlearn") but it's another thing to have an actual real life model within reach to move toward.

Posted by Ruth at 4/17/2004